Eating Again

"Can I do it?" I asked the nutritionist. "You're a rock star," she answered. "Pat my head and tell me I can do it," I ask her. "We took you to hell. You can come back. You can do it. Just go slow." I'm ordering real food and chewing real slow and swallowing. Really completely swallowing again and it doesn't hurt. Eating feels great and my body is working and I'm coming back to life and I'm making poop, beautiful not too hard and not too soft poop. The system that was shut down and murderized is coming back to life.