Swallowing Over

All the effort of eat slow, eat hurt, eat anyway is quit. Today, eating led to chocking and chocking led to vomiting. There is so much mucositis in the back of my throat that my swallowing doesn't happen anymore. So, I'm not going to swallow again for a while. That means IV food in a bag called TPN, Total Parenteral Nutrition with Lipids. Absolutely no other choice. My suction and managing mucositis is a full-time job. All predictable they tell me. Seems to me that the easy stuff has happened so far. We are getting much more serious into this. No turning back. Continue in prayer.