Joe is with the three boys on island. It seemed a reasonable plan. Steven, Joshua and Shammond are finishing Washington Island School this week. All three boys are into baseball and soccer. Joshua is fishing in Jackson Harbor. Shammond caught a fly ball at one of the games.
Joe hasn't visited me and he doesn't have plans to. At first, I was real angry. Then, I kept letting go and trying to accept Joe. Today, while I was walking in the hall, I imagined that Joe was coming down the hall toward me. He isn't.
Joe never read my "Keep It Moving" book. He said that it was too difficult to read since the guy I paddled with and wrote about in the book became my husband. O.K. I can accept that. But now, Joe won't read my blog.
On the good nights, I'm reminded that I am sleeping in the arms of God. Faith can see one through cancer and disappointing relationship too.